I have overcome many things in my life that have made me the person I am today and honesty is one thing that I have learned once being a liar before I entered into this level of higher consciousness. I don’t tell lies and to say that is unbelievable when I look back on my past in my karma and unawareness.

I have overcome many other things of course but this is about my inner healing in the present state and being vulnerable and honest is how I am going to work through them.

The current trait that I still struggle with that I will overcome through pain and discomfort is that I tend to hold onto being possessive in romantic relationships. I know this stems from insecurity and the fear of being abandoned or “replaced “ but this is just a fact and it’s silly but true and I know that I have this fear because trust is important to me and I have had my trust violated many times.

Having possessive traits stem from the lack of self-love and feeling confident and secure within thyself. Because when you are secure within yourself you know your value and regardless of what anyone does to you, you will not let it defeat you anyways. You can just move on and learn from the situation and be patient to attract a stronger relationship that is built on patients, honor and really loves that is not possessive and overwhelming. I’m not speaking of any current relationship I’m in now because I am not in one, I’m just speaking of knowing myself and knowing that I struggle with these traits coming from being a Babylon alpha coming into my higher self (spiritual alpha)

Even though I struggle with possessive traits one thing I don’t struggle with is telling my partner how beautiful she is and how special she is to me and building her up and supporting her path, its more of a trust issue that breeds paranoia that is destructive. Having possessive traits in a way does show that you are interested and this is better than cold-heartedness because you want to desire and value your relationship but not smothering or control from inner trauma because the person you are being possessive with doesn’t deserve that. We can’t possess anyone because we only can possess ourselves and we don’t even know our last hour to have control over that as well.

We all come into this world alone and we leave this world alone and this is why we have to surrender our control and just love with complete freedom and not allowing these temporary relationships to master the experience that creates destructive patterns that hurt self and hurts the person you love.

I’m sure there is a lot of physiology to why people are possessive by observing the persons upbringing but I know that all wounds heal and nobody is plagued with a “disease” they can’t overcome.

I desire to overcome the negative traits of possessiveness if we are going to play with words because nobody wants to feel controlled without any space to breathe and be free. I know that my intuition is clear that possessiveness or jealousy is destructive and come from a place of fear, insecurity and the fear of abandonment and I must work through this to better love myself and to graduate to higher stages of spirituality.

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