I have a great desire to be a man of strength controlled and full of love and wisdom and with that desire comes great emotional purging!

I am never alone but yet I am lonely! I am never weak but I am painfully vulnerable and I have overcome many fears and yet I embody many.

I sit in the pain because I hold onto want and desire and to let it go I must let the tears flow and learn to except my weakness as an opportunity to become strong.

Want and desire are not a bad thing because we create our realities through are manifestations! It’s the attachments to them that slow down the purging process and the cycles of coming into our higher self.

I desire o do I desire and I weep as I let my mind want! connection and love is apart of the beauty of this human experience but yet I find myself purging in the alone state feeling lonely. I fight my mind with excepting this reality but I know that I will find my tribe and soul mate because the love I can give I know it can be found on the receiving end.

I cry and I ask why am I alone when I have so much to give but this is just the mind being a bully because I have all that I need and I am married to my gift and mission and when you are married to your mission all your desires rooted in the spirit of love and truth these feel good vibrations are activated in the perfect time.

I often extend my gift online just emptying my heart and authentic self to inspire growth and strength In myself and the passion flows and the encouragement is activated to my soul reflections that beat the same heart beat and go through the same struggles as I you know the empaths, the old souls and the made well people. We are a collective spirit and the ones called to the higher calling will reunite and one day tribe up and we will earn the love connections as a collective force of light embracing this world to wake up the ones that are called to work through their karmic fields.

The empaths like myself are very sensitive to energies and we are gifted to work though them in duality because these times are not times self destruct but rather to grow stronger!!

Be vulnerable! be vulnerable! Healing is in this state because the strong don’t suppress and remain stagnant they prosper and flower in due season! The tears flow as I sit in my bed in the tropics in the ancient bali place of this earth plane and I have all the fruit the hospital stays affordable but I still long and yearn for meaningful spiritual connection a love that surpasses all understanding. Do we love each other do we really love each other!? Because at this level of being awake I wonder if I can actually find a connection like myself anywhere that actually looks to everyone as apart of themselves a person that loves with no reservation and someone steadfast and loyal in the pursuit to just be one mind, soul and energy field. Also a person that doesn’t give there energy in the wrong places and people!? I am not perfect by all means and being alone right now in my longing is a Recognition of understanding that I must be alone to purge so that I can learn to except and let go and fully embrace the present moment.

I write out my emptiness and struggle to be alone without affection and Intimacy because I heal when embrace my weakness and I grow when I state my human experience without the care of being judged. You are out there and you are healing and you are the essence of completeness of my soul and our mission is a mission of love and transparency and our strength is gained by surrendering to the trustful flow of loving each other without walls and without looking for flaws to escape! O my love my yearning Beckons and your warmth makes me strong and your voice guides my path to being more victorious! We are that complete source of energy that light beams awareness and in our struggles of purging to love each other greater we learn loyalty and we gain a heart that never gives up!

I love myself and I love my reflections! We are a soul family and a soul tribe is coming!

Get back to nature my friends, get back to a diet that your biological design to eat, tap into your intuitive Consciousness, let your instincts guide you, live in the present moment, and I promise you my friends you will thrive!

Written by Jonathon RA Stearns AKA the Mangotarian

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