I was once a chemical factory of drugs and alcohol! I was depressed angry and confused and almost all my friends died under the vice of drugs and alcohol.

I used to take out all my frustrations out on self-abuse and I was too sensitive to deal with the pain and misguided life lived from 13-30 years old. I was misunderstood and often hated and judged. All I knew was critical judgment and I felt so left out in a world of “law and order” I was an old soul that was awake in the sense that I knew I was different but with my misguided program I couldn’t fit in unless I conformed but I always fought against that and this is why I was left out and called a “buzz kill” I was over being overly stupid and ending up in jail because of it! Yep, that was my environment.

Only those that took the time to get to know me found the opposite traits of how their mind perceived me. Back then in my uncomfortable skin and insecurities I was usually loved and liked the more my peers got to know me.

I get you, I understand you are different and get that you are just an old kindred soul trapped in a karmic body trapped in a karmic reality (3D) it took me a while to realizes that home is positive frequency and fucking with people that are soul family is where you want to put your energy.

Don’t worry about how people perceive you because if the brainwashed world sees you as a burden it’s only their brainwashed mind and reality that can be in your presence because truth scares them and truth is stranger then fiction with them. Fuck with those who stand by you to the end and not based on lip service but show there love through there actions. Love is sacrificial not when it’s convenient or what I can get out of you for selfish gain.

Life is a journey and the story is meant to be the way it is because you created the story to be who you are today and it’s all so you can wake up and understand who you are and yes you are ordinary like anyone else in the sense that you have a body a mind that has been poisoned by the program (but being deprogrammed) but you are waking up and channeling new information that is sanctifying you from the world of sleep and slumber.

You may think all you know is pain and heartache and you have been ignored and your needs have been neglected but understand this pain and struggle made you the person you are today and the pain is there to bring out the light so you can help people know through your positive attitude and ability to manifest victory that there is HOPE!! You are a testimony of hope and a testimony of fight and overcoming struggles that have caused many to end there lives.

Anger, sadness, fear, depression and a hopeless state is only a mental state because you haven’t gone deep enough inside to know that you can change and you can find peace with the fight to make the changes!! Never give up!! NEVER!!

I know pain, I know loneliness, I know fear and I know anger and insecurity, I know drug and alcohol addiction and I know the pain of losing people I loved so much!! I know what it’s like to be in prison in my pain body regarding the physical, mental and I know spiritual warfare. I’ve been there before when I wanted to end my life and desperate to find ways to ease the pain!! And I know that when you proclaim I will not die, I will be strong and I will overcome and believing that with faith that you will attract change and you will master the struggle that holds you back in life!!

?❤️U ?❤️ myself and I am rooting for your success and my joy is my reflections happiness and my loyalty lies with you!!

#morals&principles forever

#SoulTribeNation

Get back to nature my friends, get back to a diet that your biological design to eat, tap into your intuitive Consciousness, let your instincts guide you, live in the present moment, and I promise you my friends you will thrive!

Written by Jonathon RA Stearns AKA the Mangotarian

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